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It’s beginning to feel a lot like Christmas…

5 ways to survive the holiday season

I want to acknowledge that for many, the Christmas and holiday period may be a time of excitement and happiness, whilst for others it may be a time of great anxiety and sadness as they struggle with challenges in their families, or the reminder of someone who is missing. Whatever this time of the year means to you, it can be emotionally exhausting and so it can be useful to prepare some things to help you through.

  1. Give yourself permission to feel the emotions. It is ok to be feeling a range of emotions at this time. imagesYou might find it helpful to take some time out to remember your loved one or to reflect on the situation at hand. Some people find going to a special place, writing a letter, making a tree ornament to honour your baby or loved one, or buying a gift in remembrance and donate to a special charity or cause close to their heart to be helpful in getting through this season. Sometimes it can be helpful just to stop and let the emotions be. The key is to find some thing, or a few different things that works for you and your situation.

 

  1. It is ok to enjoy yourself. It can be hard to have fun when you are missing someone you love or facing significant difficulties in your life. It is not uncommon to have a whole lot of different feelings such as sadness, guilt, or excitement all mixed in. Getting together with family and close friends may be a chance to remember the good times and it23204902_s (1)s ok to relax and have a laugh. Having fun is not necessarily a sign that you miss them any less, or have forgotten the issues at hand.

 

  1. Look after yourself. Remembering that this may be a tough time for you is important. This may mean that you have to treat yourself with a bit of care. Avoid making major decisions until after the holidays are over. If possible, treat yourself to something you enjoy doing, or going out with someone for some special time during this period.

 

  1. Avoid bottling stuff up. It can be tempting to put on the brave face and go to gatherings and pretend to be what you think people expect you to be. Keeping things to yourself may mean that the tension builds up inside you and you find yourself feeling more stressed and upset as a result. Finding a way to get out what you are feeling may help you to feel better. You may like to talk to someone, write your thoughts down, draw, have a cry or punch some pillows. Whatever works for you, find a strategy that you can call on so you can release some of the tension.

 

  1. Talk to someone. We often worry that we might burden others by mentioning our loss or challenges, particularly during this time of the year. images (1)
    Sometimes though, by sharing the challenges we can find that others feel honored that you would trust them with your story, and perhaps feel permission to also share the challenges that they may be facing. You can raise the way you feel by acknowledging that you don’t want to ‘change the atmosphere’ or ‘bring the mood down’ but that you want to be honest with your feelings. Most will be receptive and supportive for you to discuss your emotions. Finding a way that you can bring up your feelings in a constructive way, and talking about how you are doing, may help those around you understand a little bit of what it is like for you and for you to feel less alone in this journey. If you don’t feel you can share this with your family or friends, and that you find yourself feeling stress or anxiety you might find talking with a professional helpful to develop strategies to get through this difficult time.

 

So, as you approach this Christmas, I hope that you will be surrounded by care and understanding, and may have a sense of peace for even just a moment to help you navigate through the time ahead.

 

 

Coping with anniversaries after your baby has died.

10537192_363842720430514_7973113847661374031_oEach year as the anniversary of our baby’s death approaches, I am reminded about the unpredictability of grief. Most of the year I find myself busy with life, work and family, but then there is a point a few weeks before when I become acutely aware it is that time of the year again. No matter how hard I try to focus on everything else, I can’t stop this indescribable pain for the little person who is missing at our dinner table, or was meant to start school this year, or would have been doing a million other cheeky things by now, or was meant to be……

It is often said that the 1st year after someone has died is the hardest, but no matter if it is the 1st year, 5th year or 20th year, I think that day in the calendar where our babies have died will forever remain a day that has a new meaning, a meaning that for some will feel bittersweet as we remember that moment when we met and said goodbye to our precious child. A day that the rest of the world will continue if everything is just a normal day, but perhaps for us is a day where we need to stop, even just for a few moments to take a breathe and honour the rollercoaster ride we have been on until now.

As you come to this angelversary you might find yourself faced with a new pregnancy, or perhaps your rainbow baby has already arrived filling your heart with such joy, and so it can sometimes be a really confusing time in working out how we cope with the grief, whilst being so thankful for the other things that are now in our life.  You might even be at a stage in the pregnancy similar to the time your baby died, or perhaps have a child now the age your baby died and may also be experiencing elements of fear and anxiety in addition to the grief, and so it can be understandable if you find the thought of this too hard to deal with, and choose to hide away from the world for a little while until this date passes.

No matter where you find yourself on this day, I want to encourage you to make space and time, and most importantly give yourself permission to grieve. Whether we have many hands now to hold and to love, or if you are still yearning for that precious baby in your arms to take home, you may find that as you approach each angelversary there are new layers of grief to tend to, and so be gentle on yourself.

Each of us will approach this day differently, and I want to acknowledge that from year to year the intensity of IMG_1421this day may change for a range of different reasons, and so it is important for you to work out what you need to help you through. Some people find it helps to acknowledge their baby by having a birthday cake and candle for the age the baby would be now, or to visit a special place or gravesite, lighting a candle, donating to a charity in remembrance of their child, or to take a day off to look after yourself and nurture your mind, body and soul.

Whatever you do for your next angelversary, I encourage you to give yourself the time and space you need to make this a meaningful part of your healing journey.

About Robyn

Robyn McKinnon

Robyn is an experienced Counsellor with a Graduate Diploma in Counselling, and a Master of Social Work.

Robyn also has qualifications in youth work and assessment & training, and has worked in the welfare sector in Tasmania since 2001.

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